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Subject:World leaders
Time:11:36 pm
Current Mood:enthralledDweebing doofus world. . .: P
George Bush is in the city rite now. . . :) He is in town to make changes to worldwide security and government, it is the $363 MilLion dollar project for Apec summit. Essentially a summit ov sales pitch between leaders and false promises. Welcome to the Inter Continental hotel, enjoy yur 'whiskey and cocaine' (quote P!nk in dear Mr president). Secured by a 5km fence around the city, that no one can get thru. Bit of a total ---- (spin, no doubt).


End ov story re the above. In re to me now: The words 'Be grateful for what you have'. I deadset think about how I don't have cops after my good self if I get pulled over, or even have state debt recovery after me no more. . . and proud that I pay my bills and leave one overdue that I don't have an account with anymore while I tell customer service to reconcile the correct overdue amount becuz ov incompetent billing, good on em for that. :O. I'm grateful for being asleep after 3am weekdays, for this cigarette im smoking, grateful for still having a hope to get a career again and live a life without anger towards not living the typical daytime life that most taxpaying people all adhere to. I feel guilty when I haven't changed the world so I need a career. (to change the world in the lil ways I do). It be what Im workin on and I'm about to get it again, i won't let idiocracies blind me, f--k accepting half truths and 2nd chances. Issues I have are sideshows andfocus[focus, focus, focuse, fo, f----], all that! on what I want.
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Subject:Un-be-liev-a-ble + funny 4eva
Time:12:55 am
This is a funny dude who I'd have a laf with any day, foreva! . .
u tube shiz
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Time:03:28 am
DAMMMMIT

FUCKING SICK OV CONFUSION.

WHY IS IT LIKE THIS.
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Subject:Animals are the cutest
Time:09:40 pm
Animals are equal to people in my hardcore opinion. It would be mental to say they are better even tho I like that idea, yet they aren't and science + mathematics could confirm it.

I live around ppl who have properties and lawns they mow every sundy without fail. I noticed for the first time today that I'm a bad influence on people and even if that is just my head thinking that, it spun me to see it. For example, thisavo I was doing ordinary boring grocery shopping and the practically autopilot checkout boy asked "how are you today" and he smiled when I asked him to continue scanning items while i run into the alco (liquor) shop next door as quick as. He was cheerin and smilin when I got back and i could tell from his psycho dynamics that he was wonderin what I was up to and felt him being triggered into wanting drugs or alco. I forgot to get plain chocolate and asked him where the chocolate was and he laughed for a second while saying "my girl always wants chocolate" and showed me where to get plain chocolate. It was uncomfortable after he scanned the choc seeing as we weren't saying anything. At that moment I was thinking about how I felt in front ov him and before getting confused, I quickly said "chocolate is the killer". I can't rememba what he said after that and there's no point to this lil entry but anyway,

i'm in the office located on the property where I live and I'm reading Jaime's -orchidisis321- email to me. Her and Dre are the best mates I have o/s and online, end o s_____
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Subject: RaW Wierdo /\/\e
Time:11:48 pm
Current Mood:Real

I kinda am fascinated by the people on my friends list as many as there is, the entire three friends. I dont even have more than 1 minute to type this letter to journal to inform myself that my life is the opposite now that I'm drug free, not even on anti-depressants.

I avoid anything associated with my past just to maintain clean livin. I'm tryin to forget who i use to be while I was junkying on and just recently I only could forget by aching over the badness I use to get into and never forget the fierce lessons learned. (eg. the smallest ov lessons such as being told by a doctor who treated me for 10 years to never return after I desperately asked for Klonopin 2mg for the last time). Things like that have played on my mind so hard I lost it on my own, on my own where I live in a 3 bedroom joint on 10 acres, where I work in the office doing I/T stuff for the property where I live. I had to write this ordinary style entry in case I have the chance to keep the incredible ppl on my friends list. (sadness words). Incredibl sadness effort there.

-spun unit. . :'|

I have to get back to work rite this second - it's almost minus 0 (less than that. . save for my mathematical illiteracy in describing correct temperature outside - temperature in Oz - where it's spose to be warm even in winter)

Essentially basically simply spunfully I outright want to keep (all three massive amount ov) friends I have on this journo.

Jaime I will write you shortly.
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Subject:fudge i'm confused. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . .
Time:11:32 pm
In the last few days I've been thinkin on and off ov Dre (Andre) from NY, and right this very second I'm amazed. He is the last ov the few staunch friends that I have.


This is pretty ordinary: The useful things I wanted to write I start to type and it duzn't make jack shit ov sense. . . i might blame my missing ring finger instead ov my mind on this occasion. Today I had a Workplace AsSessment with Rehab management on behalf ov my insurance co. The usual formalities, legalities, useless paperwork all for tha worlds most ordinary/boring interview. I had to travel out to the place I use to work and pretend I still work there. Karma will come back to me for exaggerating to Rehab Managemt today? I'm waitin for it then because how could i go thru any worse than what life has been so far. That is a truth right there. Mindfield. . . i'm confused about every thing when i write so im going to stay in my head and leave it there
I'm goin.
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Subject:Unreal :S
Time:12:18 am
Ballistical
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Time:01:09 am
To write and act like this puts me in the category ov girls who are brown onions and skanky:

Laffin at what just happened, I ran out the back to the main road after hearin my friends pull up. They are still drinkin on and on their way to one Tims' joint.

I ran out in my snoopy PJ's just then about 2 minutes ago. they asked me to grab another 6 pack and I searched til I found a certain specialty. A barb wire (four X, aka Fosters XXXX) in the bar fridge, then ran out an delivered it with a carton o 24 tinnies). The six pack was cold - i felt proud handing it over to Timothy who was hanging like sin for a fricken coldie Lucky for me pullin fru irrespective ov my pants falling down in front of everyone just then hahahaha it was cool as ice cream (i hate sayin tha word cool if your dumb eyes didn;t notice)! The sidewalk is going to give me nightmares now, my ass was showing to every person staring down the sidewalk waitin for a tinnie ov beer just then!

i'm glad i can giggle but fudge ima shamed. errr
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